Insanity Blog

Well, hello again viewers (if you are still viewing the blog xD). I have been busy doing… stuff. Not exactly important stuff, but hey, its more fun then updating a blog.

Spring fever has hit, and harder than it ever has before. I never had this urging feeling to go out, party, have fun, do stupid teenage shit, maybe get a date, and not have to give a shit. (Teen angst ftw!)

And along with that, I’ve never felt this burning need to be unselfconscious, to be free of any self judgment. It isn’t until now that I have seen how harsh I am to myself, to a point where, at least in my opinion, is unhealthy.

These feelings and emotions have never been so strong in a LONG time. And the weird thing is, all of this came from no where. No event knowledgeable by me triggered these feelings. I could care less where it actualy came from, I’m more worried about working with these feelings and thoughts.

Maybe I should go ahead and listen to them. Its fucking time to have some fucking fun.