I’m back April 15, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries.Tags: fun, spring fever
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Well, hello again viewers (if you are still viewing the blog xD). I have been busy doing… stuff. Not exactly important stuff, but hey, its more fun then updating a blog.
Spring fever has hit, and harder than it ever has before. I never had this urging feeling to go out, party, have fun, do stupid teenage shit, maybe get a date, and not have to give a shit. (Teen angst ftw!)
And along with that, I’ve never felt this burning need to be unselfconscious, to be free of any self judgment. It isn’t until now that I have seen how harsh I am to myself, to a point where, at least in my opinion, is unhealthy.
These feelings and emotions have never been so strong in a LONG time. And the weird thing is, all of this came from no where. No event knowledgeable by me triggered these feelings. I could care less where it actualy came from, I’m more worried about working with these feelings and thoughts.
Maybe I should go ahead and listen to them. Its fucking time to have some fucking fun.
It’s 1:18 February 25, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries.Tags: epic, is, mother fucer, you must read this
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And I have decided to post:
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Nothing
kthx bai
Big Words Scare Me February 11, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries, Rants and Complaints.Tags: aspie, dyslexia, venting
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Gah! o_____o
I can’t read a word with over 6-8 characters without getting confused or having to read it over again. I hate it when I look at words and they look like a mess of letters. Sometimes its so bad that I have to read word for word, and not understand what the hell the sentence was talking about. Or sometimes I read a big word, and mistake it for another word. Dyslexia? I am not sure, but I am sure as hell that translation does not equal tarnisilation! and according to my spell check, tarnisilation isn’t even a real word ;_;.
Sad
I have to get to bed…
Night!
Andrew Manning
A New Fricken Day February 1, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries, Human Nature.Tags: change, Human Nature, inspiration, life
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A lot of has happened since I have last blogged. Allot. So much that I have decided to do something about my life, because right now I am dissatisfied with where I have taken it so far. It is time for a change, a big change. Alrighty then, tomorrow is a new day. And I expect it to be a bright new day to start with. I feel the need to start getting my shit together, because I expect to slowly rot like an old vegetable if I don’t. So in that case, I declare myself clean as soon as tomorrow starts.
A few beginning notes for myself:
- Pain is pain, that’s all it is. Pain will not, and con not, stop you. Only giving in can. The pain you once had is none existence as of now.
- Breath in every single high point of your days, and solve your low points of the day.
- Using a “mask” is weak if there is no good reason. In fact, there is no good reason to wear a mask and hide who you really are.
- Dealing with problems does not mean ignoring them, or running away from them. Do your best to solve them as quickly as they come, so you will no longer have to be hindered by them.
- DO NOT stop working for your dreams. If you do, you may never even come close to them, and you may never have another shot at them.
- Who cares what other people think your limits are. You know more than they do about yourself. Only you know what your real limits are, and you are the only one who can learn how to expand them.
- Listen to (and question) those who know, ignore those who don’t. There will be people with good advice for you, and there will be people with bad advice. If some one tries to give you advice, and they obviously know nothing about you, they are a waste of your time. If you receive advice from some one you know, keep it close to you. However, still question it. Even good advice can be bad advice
- You will always make mistakes. And you can usually learn from them. If you get fooled, take note on how it happened. That way you know the signs next time.
Last but not least:
·You are strong, though you have weaknesses
·But you can limit them
· You can always learn the right thing to do in any situation
·The best inspiration comes from within you. It is you who makes you all you can be.
I htae spllcehck October 22, 2007
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries, Rants and Complaints.Tags: aspie, epic, spell check, spelling
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You konw, it mkeas me mad wehn a cmotuper tlels you taht you are se[plling smteohing wrng. It mkes me feel lkie a fuxing ilitlretae dmuabss that cna’t aoumnt to anthiyng beaucse I selpl bad.
One of these mother fucking days I am going punch the mother fucker that made the mother fucking spell check program.
Because he deserves it.
kthxbai
Anrdewa M
