It’s Funny February 22, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Human Nature, asperger's, aspie.Tags: asperger, asperger's, aspie, autism, bad day, good day, help, Human Nature, my day, perception
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Its funny how I have a hard time telling the difference between some one instigating me, and some one trying to help me.
And that thought, my friends, changed the whole way I perceived this day.
Today, that I once thought was a bad day, has now became a good day.
And I didn’t have to go back in time. Fuck yeah 
How could I have been so fucking blind?
Way of Life February 14, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Human Nature, neurodiversity.Tags: asperger, asperger's, aspie, Human Nature, lifestyle, neurodiversity, opinions, people
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Some of you may have already read my last entry. And like I said in the Post script, I don’t disagree with anything I have said, so I have no means of taking back what I said.
In this entry I plan on clarifying and expanding what I said before, like I said I would in the p.s.s.
From my last entry- “A ‘way of life’ is something that you choose to do and proceed with it, not something you are given. Whether what you are given is ‘a gift’ or ‘a curse’ matters not with the way you choose to live your life.”
Your way of life is your own course of conduct. There is absolutely no way you can be outwardly forced to make certain choices in your life. You make the final decisions, and nothing that you have ever been given can change that. Decisions can not, as far as I know, be influenced on you. Only the choices can. When it comes down to it, YOU make the decisions that move you forward in life.
From my last entry- “Having HFA, LFA, PDD-NOS, Asperger’s Syndrome, Bipolar disorder, ADD, ADHD, and all the others is what you are going to live your fucking life WITH, not something you are going to live your life AS.“
I want to clarify that I am not aiming this to one particular group of people, I am aiming it to everyone. This is for the ND’s, the ‘curbies’, the ‘mercury malitia’, the parents of autistics, the autistics themselves, and even the people that have nothing to do with autism and the like. Everyone needs this friendly reminder that they have their own way of life, no matter how you look at it.
I will now allow you guys to give your own opinions on this. I am not sure if I have opened this entry enough for propper discussion, but I would still like some different sides of the story, or different opinions, or some sort of comment from this.
- Andrew M.
A New Fricken Day February 1, 2008
Posted by Andrew in Epic Entries, Human Nature.Tags: change, Human Nature, inspiration, life
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A lot of has happened since I have last blogged. Allot. So much that I have decided to do something about my life, because right now I am dissatisfied with where I have taken it so far. It is time for a change, a big change. Alrighty then, tomorrow is a new day. And I expect it to be a bright new day to start with. I feel the need to start getting my shit together, because I expect to slowly rot like an old vegetable if I don’t. So in that case, I declare myself clean as soon as tomorrow starts.
A few beginning notes for myself:
- Pain is pain, that’s all it is. Pain will not, and con not, stop you. Only giving in can. The pain you once had is none existence as of now.
- Breath in every single high point of your days, and solve your low points of the day.
- Using a “mask” is weak if there is no good reason. In fact, there is no good reason to wear a mask and hide who you really are.
- Dealing with problems does not mean ignoring them, or running away from them. Do your best to solve them as quickly as they come, so you will no longer have to be hindered by them.
- DO NOT stop working for your dreams. If you do, you may never even come close to them, and you may never have another shot at them.
- Who cares what other people think your limits are. You know more than they do about yourself. Only you know what your real limits are, and you are the only one who can learn how to expand them.
- Listen to (and question) those who know, ignore those who don’t. There will be people with good advice for you, and there will be people with bad advice. If some one tries to give you advice, and they obviously know nothing about you, they are a waste of your time. If you receive advice from some one you know, keep it close to you. However, still question it. Even good advice can be bad advice
- You will always make mistakes. And you can usually learn from them. If you get fooled, take note on how it happened. That way you know the signs next time.
Last but not least:
·You are strong, though you have weaknesses
·But you can limit them
· You can always learn the right thing to do in any situation
·The best inspiration comes from within you. It is you who makes you all you can be.
Screw My Neurodiversity December 16, 2007
Posted by Andrew in Human Nature, Rants and Complaints, neurodiversity.Tags: asperger's, aspie, fuck it, neurodiversity
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My mind just loves to get in the way of what I used find extravagantly good, and then make it seem like shit.
I have convinced myself that Neurodiversity contradicts itself, on the grounds of what it stands for and what it does. The Neurodiverse say they accept any type of people, yet they can breath down a Neurotypical’s neck for not having the same beliefs they do. Doesn’t having a different opinion make you a person?
I know neurodiversity won’t last.
But then again, who am I to say whats right and whats wrong, or what last or what doesn’t. How is anyone else entitled to that?
Fuck it.
Anyone up for a riot?
